As I was on my way back to NYC from DC, i had a whole bunch of time to think. It's been a while since I wrote something down as well. So a lot has gone down. Things such as my "purpose" has changed. Apparently my purpose was always music at first I thought it would be production (and it still could be), but I see it's management. I've learned to appreciate the art of putting pieces in place to make great things. Allowing good artists to come together & create the greatest music ever. Thanks to the homies in particular j. Monopoly & Tamir Brown. So now it's about helping others get to where they need. i've often wondered what my career path would have been. I never really thought about it as a young man. It's gotten clearer though in this age.
Another thing I thought about is how I am perceived? I used to want everyone to like me, cause I'm a good guy. However in these last few years I've learned to care less about that. Unfortunately some folks deem that as being insensitive. Always remember my honesty is pure, not always polite. I think I'm polite just not holding back my opinion about things. Why take it personal? That's just my opinion, I feel if you are taking it personal cause I hit a chord with you. Just don't hold my opinion against me personally. Can't hold grudges, cause they leave you angry for no reason.
Some folks are wondering about my personal life though. I wonder why though. There were ladies happy to hear I was in a relationship, some who weren't for obvious reasons. I just ask though, when I was single where was this concern. If you are a true friend, you should care period. For me it's different, I have friends who are in relationships & even married, it doesn't stop me from being a true friend. At what point is my friendship something from convenience or a true friendship? If it's based off what I can do for you, then just step away. There's no need to salvage a friendship that's not truth.
In closing I just want to say thank you to all my family & friends. They have truly helped me through bad times. I would name you all but no need. If you are smiling then you know who you are. It's appreciated a whole lot. Keep doing what you do
